Well, 8 days into the new year and I just got hit by a wave of depression. Just depressed about my life in general. I feel like an utter failure. I have not made anything out of my photography, I have not made any “connections” or even made any money with it. I don’t know what I want to do anymore. I try and help others out when I can with just about anything, but nothing comes my way. I suppose though I should not be looking at what comes my way. It would be nice however to be a success in photography or something artistic. Tonight I sit, pretty badly depressed. I never can make any headway it seems in my life.